Sunday, February 14, 2010

The End, the Beginning

I had now realized what a waste of space this blog has become. Firstly, because I've been neglecting it. Secondly, because I've been putting it off. Thirdly, because I forgot about it.

But mostly I forgot how I love writing. There. I said it. I love writing.

Maybe because writing in the face of a blinding computer screen for hours is discouraging. Maybe because I don't like the sound of my own written voice. But I realize again and again I should stop wasting time googling dumb and irrelevant things like online versions of the game "brain age" or "what is a zillow?" or my friends' names (or, shamefully, myself).

God gives me too much to waste valuable spiritual information on myself. I have been doing my formation, but I'm failing to share it. I've been stingy. (Just googled the correct spelling of "stingy").

The fact that no one

and I mean NO ONE

reads this blog is not going to detract from this urge to write. God gifted the seeds, it's my job to sow them, and whatever fruits God desires will fruit.

+JMJ+

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